life as i know it!

lights in heaven
show me the way,
guide me through!
through the darkness that surrounds me ,
show me y i must endure,
help me make the right choice,
or atleast tell me that i have chosen right,
for i don know
for i don know how to live anymore
how to survive ,
and how to make peace,
with my past,
and go forward,
for my belief has been tested ,
my confidence stolen,
and thus i am undone!
broken,
shattered,
left to pick up the pieces of what still remains
and join them to create something new
and so i pray,
i pray to you,
to tell me that
the past remains the past
the future untold and uncertain
and that what remains
is the present
to live!
to love and to laugh!
to believe to endure to discover!
to fight ,to experience!
and thus move on
and recover!