I take a step forward,
and then i step back,
I'm scared,
lost,
Undone!
I thought I knew the answers and I really did;
But they weren't mine,
no, they were never mine.
So where do I stand now ?
Or rather what am I falling into ?
is it oblivion or simply my vertue
my Nights know just fairy dust
for its the only place I used to know as my solace
now dreams rarely come
its just all a big blank place
Is this my destiny
Or do I have a purpose to my mindless existence
Or shall I just fade into the Unknown
I ask myself
Where is the strength I once knew
And then I ask again, did I ever know ?
For I feel so lifeless
wishing to fade into the space surrounding me
Is there anything to take the pain away ?
Are there any bright lights to lead ?
Can I change what I'v become
or have I become 'me'
I hope to dance again!
At my own beat
making the life's tempo of my slave,
and rising from the ashes i drown myself in
And so I let the devil pass through me,
Today just wasn't his day!
For I see the shining
and thus begin,
MY NEW DAY !
