"counting the stars"

i'm counting the stars
i'm counting the stars just for you,
just for you
coz i know this is the only way ,
i can convince my self that the time i spend away from you is small ,
is less,
no i don't want to look at the clock ,
the seconds that pass ,
seem too long and drive me mad ,
becoz they remind me that ,
ur away from me ,
and that time is being wasted ,
by me not being near you!
but,when i look up, at the huge dark sky ,
our being apart seems ,
small , insignificant , as if overshadowed ,by the vast expanse
of black filled with bright specks of light twinkling away,
reminding me ,
that no matter how dark it seems ,
there is always hope,
always faith and most importantly beauty ,
in this world!
the world in which we live,
which turns everysecond that we breathe
the same world that keeps us apart ,
yet together ,away yet near!
which feels so cruel to live in ,
but then again shows us the most important thing in the
universe called "love"!
when i count the stars,
i feel while lookin up at the night sky ,
feeling the wind blowing past me ,
whispering ur name ,
tellin me that after every dark night,
a bright new day does come ,
no matter what ,
even if there's thunder or rain ,
storm or lightning ,
a new day does come!
and teaches me about our relationship
and then i know that everything will be allright!
that we will meet , that we will be together forever!
but for that day to come ,
i must wait ,
and wait i shall ,
for even if we meet for a few seconds ,
just to see you ,just to be with you
would be worth it!
and thats why ,
i'm counting stars ,
i'm counting stars just for you!