"skippers note"

as i go through the pages of my life,
i realize how much i have changed and yet haven't !
how much has changed and yet hasn't ;
what was once thought of and has never become ,
and what was never expected and yet has become,
that's life they would say in short!
an endless sea filled with unimaginable monsters ,
making u think wheatherthe devil would really have had been better!
coz at least he would have been one.
but then again he could have also been many in one;
fight we must ,for to survive that is our only means,
but on whom to draw the sword against well that's a task,
deception at each turn,
the truth often untold,
withheld in my many layers and folds
tactics put to test!
the mind never at rest!!
chaos and confusion around the clock.
the voyage begins my mates;
so grab on to whatever you have,
hold if tight for that's all you have ,
to keep to be alive
against this cold dark endless night,
and believe in nothing but yourself!!
for that's your Trump card against all this unrest that surrounds you!!
for you only hold the key to your destiny,something we take for granted
but oh so true~!
and thus as i realize n write this upon a brand new page.
the lessons i have learned rewinding and flashing in my mind,
each special for it made me learn to live and to breathe,
and most importantly to be me!~though some made me fall through whirlpools of madness,
making me crash against the rocky shores of unknown lands
and making me ride high and low on endless tides which were and unpleasant surprise !
stranded i was on many a barren land,
making me test my will and want to survive
to fulfill my many endless dreams,
i let the stars i saw guide me through even through their most dullest light!
they took form and showed me ,not necessarily the path i wanted ,but my choices and how
every tiny thing most certainly has its price!
how thrills are enticing and yet blinding
and how one should learn to always follow the heart!
how simpleness makes you realize paradise
how beauty can be blinding and is withering,
we must catch what we get ! never complain and move ahead!
how the past is better left buried and future like an unpredictable school of fish
the present forever waiting for us to see!
jewels are most certainly present but buried deep ,
so if u want them u better get ready to take the deep ,long ,choking plunge
and unravel the mysteries of the sea , for now you have become a part of it
ignorance might mean bliss to the fool who thinks so !
look in to yourself and you will know~ !
learn to see with eyes different
that is how you shall gain your vantage,
and know your purpose!
and so my novice traveller decipher what i have said,
for these worlds are as priceless as the good north winds blowing at the right time to guide you ,through smooth and easy to your destination,
in this Bermuda triangle called life! !!!